David in the Old Testament has always brought me comfort.
After he committed adultery with Bathsheba and killed her
husband (2 Samuel 11), God used David’s marriage to Bathsheba to be the family
that would lead to Jesus. Beautiful grace that makes me want to cry.
But this week, as I read through 1 Samuel, I realized David
is even more my hero, because he was always just a man.
In 1 Samuel 17, he argued with his brother.
David wept bitterly in chapter 20 when he knew Saul wanted
to kill him.
In chapter 21, as he fled, he lied to the priest, saying he
was on a special mission for Saul, and he begged for the consecrated bread.
In chapter 22, Saul learned the priest helped David, and he
had all the priests and their town killed. One lived, Abiathar, son of the priest
who helped David. Abiathar fled to David, and David spoke some of the kindest
words I’ve found from him: “Then David said to Abiathar, ‘That day, when Doeg
the Edomite was there, I knew he would be sure to tell Saul. I am responsible
for the death of your whole family. Stay with me; don’t be afraid. The man who
wants to kill you is trying to kill me too. You will be safe with me.’” 1
Samuel 22:22-23.
In chapter 24 David cut off a piece of Saul’s robe, to show
he could have killed him. Then he was sorry and told Saul he could not kill him
because he, Saul, was God’s anointed.
David asked Nabal for food for his men in chapter 25,
because David and his men had protected Nabal’s shepherds when they were near
them. Nabal refused to help David, and David was so mad he intended to kill every
man with Nabal.
When Nabal’s wife Abigail brought David food and asked him
not to be violent, he listened to her wisdom and thanked God for sending her to
keep him from killing unnecessarily.
David showed sinfulness, sorrow, great anger, justice,
trickery, kindness. He was a normal man. But in his weakness, he turned to God
and begged for forgiveness and help. He is a hero to me.
Psalm 51: 12: “Restore to me the joy of your
salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.”